If I were you

If I were you I would make a surprise. You're losing her and she loves you. Word of Scout. Do something for your love while there's time, while you still have. Even if you have not. Hold it. Don't let her go now. Why take longer? The time creates expectations unreliable. For as long as watching television and thinking that she might be right next to you, she is looking for reasons to not feel your absence.

If I were you, I would not give up. It may seem easier to you now, but in time you will miss her.

Nicholas Sparks